i know this isn't the place to be talking about depression....no one in my family really helps or anyone...plus i dont want my other family members knowing because a fight will start. the one i love is the main reason..i tried so hard for her and i dont want another girl...but i still love her you know...ive been like this since i was little...she was the only one there for me and we got so close and we promised marriage,kids and everything...now she stabbed me in the back...i dont know what to do..if something happens ill leave this account open until it gets deleted...heh you guys are honestly the only friends i have..if you guys have cheated on a person or left them, you have been with for a long time..go back to them..they love you and are the world to them. (unless it was a true reason you left them or so like abuse,hitting etc) There is only one of that person and humans only live once. so go be with them. talk it out and go with them..their depression might leave them dead...